Malcolm Andrew Edwards

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Mandy Barry (Friend) April 27, 2009

Hey beautiful!

Just gone in, been round normanby. Nothing is the same without you.
I'll be dancing about in the George and turn around expecting you see your smiling face and you holding your glass up to see if i want a drink. I find myself looking for you and i forget that your not going to be there.
I just wish i understood why.
Even now, over a year later, i still wait for you. I dont think i'll ever accept your not going to come back. How can i? You were never meant to leave. Someone with your smile, eyes and amazing heart was never meant to go away. You leave such a big hole in everyones lives.
I look at your picture on my wall and smile. Smile because your gorgeous, and smile because i was lucky enough to know you and be loved by you. And then i get this pain when i remember that i'm never going to see you again.
If i knew that i could be with you if i went too, id be there.
I miss you more than anything. You have no idea how much. And still i dont think ive even accepted thst your gone. If i spend my days waiting for you, i cant have done. Nothing makes sense. And id love to get on with things and make you proud of me, i really would. Your just not easy to get over baby.
Anyway, getting a bit too upset.
Talk to you later babe.
Love you round the world and back again.
Always yours, Stacey xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Stacey Evison (Girlfriend) April 18, 2009

Hello My Lovely.

Been thinking about you loads honey, i miss you so much.
I read this book (not realising what it was about), and in it it says that after a year n a day things are meant to get easier to accept. Some old wives tale or something; but i can honestly say its not true. I think knowing that you've been gone a year is harder, even though i should be accepting your gone and not coming back i dont really want to believe it. So i guess i just wont for a bit longer. I know you'll be angry with me for not getting on with things but tough!
Even though it hurts so much, i would never wish i never had my time time with you. You're worth every tear i cry and all the heartache. I am honoured to know you and to have been loved by you.
Ive been remembering loads of daft little memories, and things about you. I think i blocked out the loveliest ones but i was thinking the other day. I arent going to go through them all, not on here anyway. Theres some things that need to be kept private. Just your mannerisms and the way you loved me.
You are and always will be my world.
Miss you more everyday and will never stop loving you with all my heart.
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Stacey Evison (Girlfriend) April 2, 2009

hey baby!

we certainly partied for you didnt we? ur so loved and missed baby.
i cant belive a year has gone by. there isnt a minute that goes by that im not thinking of you. you were and always will be my world.

look after grandad please mally, i cant lose him.

i love you xxxxxxxx

Stacey Evison (Girlfriend) March 29, 2009

Hi son

well then son it will be a year tomorrow night that you left us, we will have drink for you tomorrow in your local the brown jug it hurts so much that you are not with us any more i still cry when i talk to you on this site, i have a new motor bike a suzuki gsf 600 bandit. has you know angie will be up there with you all soon where has the year gone you where loved and are missed by so many people i wish i could cuddle you has i love you much love always DAD

Malcolm (Dad) March 26, 2009

Miss me but let me go xxxx

When i come to the end of the road.
and the sun has set for me,
i want no rites in a gloom filled room,
why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me little but not too long,
and not with your head bowed low,
remember the love that we once shared,
miss me but let me go.
For this is a journey that we all must take,
and each one must go alone,
it's all a part of Gods great plan,
a step on the road to home.
When you are lonely and sick at heart,
go to the friends we know,
and bury your sorrow going good deeds,
miss me but let me go.

Stacey Evison (Girlfriend) March 15, 2009

hi mally

no then, i am so sorry i havent been on for ages, but you know the reasons why darl. well were ever you are i hope you know how much all the family miss you so much, a day doesnt go by when you are not spoken about. And its always the same question, why you.
And i know what you would say if you were here, have a drink and get over it, you muppet, whats for tea.
well i hope you like your petes cooking cause he is the chef in the house now lol., thats why i have lost weight. But on a serious note babes if i thought drinking the brewery dry, and standing at the oven 24 hrs a day, 7 days a week for the next century would bring you back then i would do that and more, and so would everyone else. It doesnt get no easier and the next 2 months are going to be the worst. Well mally i love you to bits and will always and forever miss you. lots of love n kisses. paula.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Paula Peter (Sister-in-Law) March 3, 2009

Hi son

Well then son it will be year next month that you left us that sad night in March, we all love and miss you so much, it is very hard going to your house and not seeing you there, I only wish I could just talk to you to see how you are, the next two months will be very hard on all the poeple that miss you I am going over to Jersey in June on the day that Robert died of all days, there is one thing Mally you will never be cold again on your motor bike I love you always DaD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Malcolm (Dad) February 23, 2009

Happy Valentines Day!!! xxx

Happy Valentines Day to my gorgeous angel.

I hate today without you, you should be here to eat my awful cooking and buy me useful presents!
Im missing a rose too lol

I just miss you baby.

I love you more everyday.

If tears built a stairway and memories a lane, id walk up to heaven and bring you home again.

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Stacey Evison (Girlfriend) February 14, 2009

Hey lovely

Just wanted to tell u i love you.

Please look after grandad for me, baby.

***Love isnt the person you can see yourself with, its the person you cant see yourself without...***

Sweet dreams my angel.
Miss you and love you more each day.
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Stacey Evison (Girlfriend) February 13, 2009